Friday, September 22, 2017

Noble Quest post script

I just realised that I never got around to posting the photos from my beautiful girl's wedding...who, by the way, is now 6 months pregnant :)
 The beautiful couple. I only did a special hem on Rachel's dress. I made the bridesmaids's dresses and my own (which I thought was pretty ordinary, lol-but I wore it-to the ceremony at least!)

Her hem, at the front, had to be raised about 15 cm (6") because everyone was barefoot.

God inspired me with the idea of drawing it in scallops from equal points, no need to cut anything and it created such a pretty hemline.

Rachel loved it!

The reception under trees , with fairy lights and and casual arrangement was perfection also. We had a diverse collection of musical performances and presentations as well as a 'flash mob', a Maori Haka and original items. I sang and played one of mine and sang his Eye is on the SParrow with Sarah, who also sang two others. It truly was idyllic and wonderful in every way and we had accommodation there, too, as it was a family property.  So , we had breakfast brunch together too. :)
The Bridesmaids, right to left, my eldest daughter , Sarah ( who announced her engagement to Ben at this time too), my niece, Chloe, lifelong friend ( family friends), Leesha and the latest, greatest sis, Lusi.
This event took place down at Cabarita Beach, northern NSW and i am yet to see the 'proper' photos! :/
 


 Here, you see the stunning couple and Kani's (pronounced Kunni) groomsmen. Brother, Maeheri and friends...ashamed to say I've forgotten all their names! You can see Pastor Dave Vaka through there too. :)

And finally, a personal highlight for me for reasons of the reconciliation and restoration it presents, myself singing The Wedding Song :There is Love with Leesha's dad, Mark Windle accompanying and Rachel's Papa Bear, Dave Schembri playing harp. Nothing like this has happened for maybe 15 years.
It broke my heart even as it healed it.
 ha.. this was the dress I bought from an op shop a day or two before for $5...lol I liked it better...  :)

Family Holiday Day 2


So, Day 2, we are up early! We all went to sleep early, altho Sarah, the earliest. We took advantage of the availability of movies.  Funny thing, the night before I left I had been watching a you tube video on the church in the Last Days. The preacher gave multiple Biblical examples of how God saves us through our circumstances-the catch phrase being the way is through. It witnessed with me just from that butthe first movie we watched Now You See Me 2, had a character come out with that same phrase, only more poignant the ONLY way out is thru
I shared my story with the kids and we talked about the idea a bit. Sarah went to bed and Matthew and I watched Mastermind-a funny movie by the same people as those who made Nacho Libre. And would you believe it, the main character declared The way out is through!
Ok, Lord, I guess you are going to be taking me through something, I'd perhaps rather go around...and at the time, I wasn't sure what it was...but now, in relfection of our time in Sydney and what the Spirit has been leading me, somewhat painfully, through, I think I see one very apt application. More on that...perhaps...later. 
Sarah thru the kitchen window, making her break-fast bullet.  Both she and I had the same idea to leave "thank you"s, and this image was etched into the glass of our balcony door-which I thought was very cool, hence the photo! lol
 An outside view.

Continuing on, we were slowed considerably by an accident between two double trailered trucks. There were no ambulances, surprisingly and we were very pleased to later learn that everyone had walked away unharmed!

It took maybe 90 mins to get past the wrecks, but Matthew and Ihad a pretty good time observing the foliage and fauna and discussing various details.

It did mean we arrived at a much busier time to Sydney than we had wanted to, but God has His perfect timing. We don't always know why.

We were tired when we arrived at G'ma's, but our supplies had lasted us well. We bunked there for the night! More soon!

Family Holiday to Sydney


Wednesday September 6, 2017

So... my eldest Sarah, and my youngest, Matthew, and I decided we would go together for a mini family roadtrip and holiday to Sydney, to catch up with other family and just have some good, old fashioned fun.

Sarah arrived to collect me before 6am and then , we went to get Matt and hit the road.

It was a fun, chatty and easy drive and we arrived to Coffs, our first overnight port of call in good time, after making at stop at a regular spot called, Woodburn, and just briefly, at the Macca's Grafton-both of which are traditional for this familiar run down the long coast line from Gold Coast to Sydney...about 800kms ( roughly 525 miles).

After toppiing up the fuel, we took a 'wrong' turn that led us via the beautifully scenic, 30-40 minute way to our 10 min destination (hee hee) It was too early to check in, so we drove back to the Beach and made perfect time to order, fish, chips and ceasar salad, which we ate atop a high sand dune ovelooking the beach at Coffs Harbour SLSC.
 The, we all enjoyed the beach in all of our individual fashions with much delight, till it was time to head back and check in...stopping for a few food supplies-supplementing Sarah's forward thinking- and should sustain us all the way thru to our Thursday destination: G'ma's!
 That's Sarah, up there on the sand dune! Matt preferred to fossick on the shoreline. As you can see, I liked to visually document it all! :)
This shot is one of a series, that I hope to evenutally link up to make a panorama of the view from the beach, including several islands out to to sea-one even with a lighthouse! 
This island could be reached by wading through the lowest tides, but since water washed in from both sides around it and from the front via an in land inlet. This is Coffs Harbour/Park Beach and we loved it!

Once we had had our fill for the moment, we headed back to out accommodation for a blissful family evening and good rest!
Our wonderful family room and balcony.

Matt and Poss' beds , a privacy wall with mine on the other side!
Pretty cool, huh?
 As we each settled into the space, like happy creatures navigating their way delightfully through all the points of pleasure-just like we did at the beach, my heart rejoiced in God's goodness and Sarah's thoughtfulness and organisation-some of his special gifts in her life.
Some of my favourite moments were these mini family events with just the three of us!
 Matt pottering in the kitchen and being still on the balcony with the song of the wind in the trees and birds all about.

 
That's Sarah down there on the chair by the pool, reading her novel and relaxing in this picturesque setting at Coffs Harbour, three hours south of the Gold Coast.
I will end this post here and pick up tomorrow, when we head off for the next leg of our journey! :)



Thursday, August 31, 2017

Issabel's Window


Issabel and her mother had recently moved into a new home near some woods, which her mother said was "...a perfect writing environment!" Ellen Roberts wrote Christian novels and plays and music.

Issabel made a daily sojourn down a particularly leafy lane at the bottom of her street. Sure, she had her mother's gift, because everything she saw became a story-or many different ones. This lane was full of story potential.

There was only one house, snuggled in between all the greenery. It had an old rendered finish, with a few cracks in the plaster which, in no way, diminished its charm. The garden was full of blooms and hedges and trees and it seemed an idyllic space for a child to play. But she never saw a child in there.

In fact she had never seen anyone. Issabel had often pondered about who could live there and had come up with a variety of possibilities. Of one thing she was sure, they lived alone in all their natural beauty, but why?

One day, she took her sketch book and pencil and some watercolours and ventured down the lane. Finding a good vantage point across from an open facing window bursting with colour, she sat and began to draw, her mind musing over the interior details of what lay in shadow before her.

Some time passed and thru the stillness, across the sound of the trees, the breeze carried the sound of a phone ringing.
Aha! thought Issabel,  a clue! She put her pad aside and crept up as close as she could to the window. The phone was answered with a curt, inaudible response and hung up!

Hmm...they liked being left alone...or maybe they were being bothered by sales people! Issabel laughed to herself. The way  her mind worked fascinated her, and she thought God was exceptionally clever to create people with such abilities.

Suddenly, to her surprise, she saw a very small, aged hand holding a silver watering jug, come forth out of the shadows and pour liquid over the flower pots on the sill. The other hand appeared, gently caressing the plant and it sounded like the old lady was softly crooning to the blooms. Issabel really  wanted to see her!

She came up with a plan to finish her drawing and then present it to the woman.
Brilliant! she thought.
                                                      *****    ******    *****

A day or two passed by before Issabel ventured back down the lane to present her picture. She came bearing some banana bread too, in case she was invited in for tea.
But no one answered the door, even tho the window was open. Maybe she just didn't want to be bothered-especially by pesky strangers.

Issabel decided to try again the next day, convinced that everyone should have kindness shown them and not always be alone, but she was met with the same response. This time however, she noticed that the flowers on the window sill were starting to wilt.

"Oh dear", she thought, sensing trouble. The phone rang and just kept ringing. Issabel went up to the open window and listened. She thought she heard, wait...yes! Groaning!

"Hello, hello!" she called into the darkness. "Are you alright?" More groaning.  Issabel tried the front door-locked. Leaving her firendship offering on the step, she went around the house, looking for an open door or window, to see if she could get in anywhere. No open doors and all the windows were too high off the ground without a boost. "I'll be right back! I'll get help." she called into the window.

She ran up the lane to her home and straight into her mother's study. Flushed and worried, she took her mother by the hand and pulled her along, explaining the situation as she did. "Bring your phone!" she insisted.

Ellen quickly surveyed the scene, called an ambulance, and helped Issabel move the thirsty flower pots to give her a boost up. Once inside, Issabel saw the old woman fallen on the ground and groaning. She reassured her and went to let her mother in. Being only 14, she didn't really know what to do.

Just then, the phone rang. The little lady, now revealed as of Asian descent, gestured with her head for Issabel to answer it. Issabel picked up the old style receiver and putting it to her hear, said "Hello?"

The female voice on the other end sounded startled,  and with an accented English started apologising, as she must have the wrong number.

"No, no! This is the cottage of the lady in the lane but she has had an accident and me and my mother are helping her!"
"I come straight way!" the voice said, and hung up.

The ambulance arrived and Ellen directed them inside. Issabel had been soothing the old woman, who now seemed quite peaceful. They had to take her to hospital as she seemed to have fractured a bone, but before they left, a blue Mazda pulled up and another elderly lady got out. She was quite able bodied and went straight to the gurney, speaking in another language to the injured woman. She then had a few words to the paramedics, althought Issabel couldn't hear what she said.

After words, she turned to Issabel  and Ellen, saying,
"Thank you! Thank you!" as she subtly bowed "Thank you!", she continued,
"Lu-Kim is ma ohder sista, but since I move an re-marry, she has not spoken to me. It's been ten years and I pray for Jesus to touch her. I  ahways try, but she no talk to me." It became clear that Lu-Kim was angry and hurt at being left alone and unforgiving to her sister. "I am Mai-Lin, an' now I will take care of her." She smiled and bowing again, got in her car to go to the hospital.

In the weeks that followed, Lu-Kim recovered in her cottage. Ellen and Issabel visited. Issabel went daily and drew, read from the gospels and shared her artwork and how good it was that God had her there to help in that time. Mai-Lin came every day as well. Hearing the  the story of how Issabel happened to be at her sister's cottage, she marvelled at how God hears and answers prayers.
Lu-Kim found forgiveness through these kindnesses and the two sisters were restored to each other.  Issabel beamed exclaiming,

"It's an even better story than any I would have written!"

And you show that you are a letter from Christ delivered by us, written not ith ink, but with the Spirit if the living God, not on tablets of stone, but on tablets of human hearts. 2 Cor 3:3


Friday, August 18, 2017

South for the Winter.

Do you ever fall into the trap of never feeling like you have anything together enough top take action on it? That's been where I am. That's why, in spite of wanting to blog about so much, my 'pen' has hung limp. :(
So, today, I though I would just write something! 
Back in OZ
I came home to Australia last weekend, almost exactly a week ago.
Sadly, it was without my lovely Mr Noble. :(
In the five years we've been together, coming and going, we are yet to actually travel anywhere together.

 I am still hoping for that to change. This image to the left is my now very familiar Facebook friends, Burleigh beach... the southern end. And below, right.. the northern end. You can see the dredging boat ( "sand monster" to some) in the distance.

It is the last month of winter, yet, the weather is glorious! It was with great delight that I have ventured down for at least three of the six mornings I've been on the Coast...maybe four.

 The two sky shots are of the clear moon and the obsc-ured sun-taken moments apart.
Of course, I took a selfie to share with Larrie and US friends. Sometimes, I miss him soooo terribly.



 On one of the mornings, the dredging vessel had progressed further south along the coast  and was in much clearer view. Watching the billowing water and sand can be quite mesmerising, and seeing all the birds was a clear indicator that fish were being disturbed and exposed as well...or something edible.
I saw friends and family before I saw the beach, but we forgot to take any photos lol. too busy having fun and sharing time together.
 But yesterday, instead of going to the beach, I went out early, up to Southbank in Brisbane to attend my baby girl's first antenatal visit. She is now 22 weeks and even tho a scan wasn't scheduled, we were blessed with an unexpected view anyway! How cool was that!!
After that, we shared a very nice, but pricey, lunch at POPOLO on the river and then , an ice cream at the 'beach' before I headed back on the train. It was a sweet day!
I am currently staying with a good family friend and her daughter and have been given a sweet welcome. I am blessed to be so loved and blessed to have been able to travel home and be with everyone again. Due to my points, this trip only cost $29.80 USD!!!

Looking forward to when Larrie can come and join us.
Oh and I already have a gig tomorrow evening, solo piano and vocal at Spaghetti & Jazz -an exceptional Authentic Italian restaurant in Robina. Come and say hi!

That's it for now, from this noble wife, who is missing her noble husband, but still living her noble life!
Hallelujah!

Sunday, February 26, 2017

On A Noble Quest


All Aboard!

So, here I am, on HA 47 heading to Oz, via Honolulu. This is my regular route and I am fortunate to have a 2 seats on the left side of the aircraft, so room to spread out and really enjoy the flight, which is an uncharacteristic 30 mins longer than usual (5 hrs and 50 mins).  Still, I have just received a complimentary breakfast , so feeling cruisy.
But it wasn’t always such smooth sailing!  

For any of you who may have been aware, my husband and I have been in the process of establishing my change of status to that of permanent resident. Having filed all the necessary paperwork, we were awaiting the hoped for approval with a work permit and ‘advanced parole’, so that I could safely leave and re-enter the country. Since my departure, 7 mths ago, my younger daughter became engaged and set a date for marriage-March 10. We were hoping that the due process of our status change would happen swiftly and smoothly, so I could attend without concern.

Added  Consideration.

Over the ensuing weeks, things developed and my lovely girl asked if I would make some dresses for her bridesmaids-a challenging invitation, given the ocean between us until 13 days before the wedding. Still, I was wanting to be involved and this was a special way to do so. Plus, the dress designs Rachel wanted were actually quite simple, in terms of sewing prowess required. I still needed to find patterns and thence began our weeks of searching and sending photos, feedback and final decisions. Thank God for technology at such a precious time as this!  

After collecting girls’ measurements and calculating needs, I wrote up a final shopping list and Rachel, along with my trusted best friend, Carol, went off to do buy the necessary materials. I am sure it was fun for them too and a sweet way for Carol to also participate as a lifelong family friend. Of course, they messaged and Facebook called and sent photos the whole time  (my midnight and on, by the way), so I was very much an active presence in the process too.

 




 




The fabrics selected meant we needed to make an adjustment in amounts for the linings of each. This was an important modification and the direct result of being connected at the critical time of purchasing the materials. 

What To Do

Now, with the added ‘pleasure’ (and slight pressure lol) of making dresses, I really needed to be free to fly. Off course, I was constantly in prayer and had the agreement of sisters in the Lord for all to go ahead and so, generally, was at peace. 

However, as time moved on  and no notice forthcoming of the status of our petition, I sought the Lord for the best action, if any, to take. I also asked our faithful lawyer, and we made another appointment for an Info Pass with USCIS-immigration in the city, to get advice about what to do. Just because you have a confidence that all will be well, doesn’t mean the Lord doesn’t have a part for you to play.

As the end of January, approached, I followed advice and set an InfoPass appt for Feb 9. Going the security, I was stopped for the nail clippers found in my bag (which I denied having-coz I didn’t know I did! Lol He let me keep them because they had no spiky cleaning part).

This appointment turned out to be a very good move, as the Lord gave us great favour with the lady, J, who served us. After our interview, she watched us on You Tube immediately sent an email telling us of her pleasure in our music, and information about our gigs!  This established a personal connection that became increasingly helpful and reassuring-so, we had options.

 Our  immigration officer checked the status of our petition-it was interview ready- then, submitted a request for expedited parole and told us that if that wasn’t cleared  we could come back three days prior to leaving and get it on the spot, for a fee of $575. She also said we would hear back within 5 days.

We heard back after only 2, and it wasn’t the news we hoped for. The big concern for me was that there was no assurance that a wedding was acceptable criteria for leaving. J, who had shared details of the recent adventure of her own daughter’s wedding, had seemed quite confident that it was valid, so I felt encouraged, but when it was declined, I informed J, and she gave instructions for following thru on the last minute, over the counter alternative in time for the booked departure on morning of Friday,  Feb 24.

Last Minute…Or So We Thought  

So,Tuesday Feb 21, Larrie’s birthday, comes and we head into USCIS. I was stopped again! I had the key ring for the penthouse, which we discovered is something called a kitty punch and is quite a vicious weapon! I was oblivious and appalled! Larrie had to hide it across the road, as we couldn’t take it in and the guards cannot hold it. Having no appointment, meant the likelihood of longer waits-four hours to be precise, but then we were attended by J. Other officers actually wanted us to work with the officer that had been advising us, so it was good. I realise now, I could have emailed and J would have made one for us. We retrieved the kitty key ring too. 

But something unexpected happened.

J came to her booth and informed us that Homeland Securities had actually approved our application and that we would receive documents in the mail. She scheduled a direct appt with her for  7:30am Thurs, should it be needed.

That very day, two letters came, containing approval notices of both the work permit and travel parole! Then, we went back to the penthouse where we were house-/kittykat sitting and I gave my baby some birthday attention and experiences and odd, creative and personal gifts! 

I happily let J know, messaged the lawyer and shared the good news with the ladies group on Wednesday morning…but…something niggled. 

I went back and re-read the letters. They pointed to another EAD card. It is photo ID with an I-512 issuance to travel and this  is what I needed. The lawyer said they would be sent out together or next day. We waited-nothing. I let J know of the updated urgency via email but our communication ended before a final response. I also called the info line to see if they had a tracking number. We really didn’t want to take another trip in , or pay the fee $575 we thought we’d avoided.

It was too late to get the answer from the call. I had to call back in the morning They said at 6 am coz the east coast was 9, but I could get no one before 8:15 PST. They were busy and set a call back for 4.5 hrs away!! About 1pm. This would be too late for our 7:30 appt, but still left time to get in to the city. If we had to. However, it would cost one of the two senior centre gigs we had-we just couldn’t do everything.

After senior gig #1, I had come to the place of feeling we ought to go into the city and follow that path, when I finally heard back from J, confirming the same directive. So, another money order, go collect the documents, catch BART (park the car! Grrrr), walk several blocks and get in line, keeping J up to date. Security stopped me again for the nail clippers, which I had searched for to remove earlier, and couldn’t find, so figured I must have already removed them. He gave up too, coz he couldn’t find them and he remembered me from before. We left the kitty key ring in the rental car at the BART station lol.

 Once in line, J called us up directly.

All the files had been filled out minus a signature and new docs included. J had me email the flight itinery and she had the wedding invite. 

But I didn’t have two photos! Unphased, J sent us across the road, passed security to pay about $15 to get them. USCIS called me back as we crossed the road, lol, I cancelled. Coming back in , once more off with the shoes, coats, belts , bangles, but didn’t bat an eyelid over the clippers! This is some crazy dance!

Down To The Wire

On J’s instruction we head straight to her counter and she assembles all elements and takes the bundle away upstairs to be approved-or not. She assured me they would say ‘yes’. We sit, we wait. It is about 1:45pm now. Shortly after, I hear my name being called acoustically -hee hee. J lets us know we are approved, and now we pay and wait 30 mins for the new photo ID doc, which is a 60day parole.

We conclude that since the card hadn’t arrived by mail, the approval notices were, in fact, the result of due process, and not a change of mind to expedite matters. That card will still come, some time whilst I’m gone, most likely, and is good for a year of travel  It is also for being able to legally work. Our interview will likely come up soon too.

The Precision of God

So, we leave the USCIS around 3:30 I think, new ID in hand. They close their doors at 3 and process remaining clients already inside. Thanks to the lovely J! And all the prayers. I knew if God wanted me back in the US, He would make the way, with 18 hours to spare! Lol
The test of faith was to stay in peace. I did pretty well, actually. From the original learning of Rachel’s wedding and the fear of missing it to those final hours has been quite a journey, just one angle on a very challenging and fortifying journey. I am not the me I was when I left Oz seven months ago. I am a much enriched and more deeply grounded daughter of the King.

The Next Step

Now, it is full swing into family and sewing and celebration and special friends. Rache has plans for my next two weeks, which I feel very pleased and privileged about. I don’t think either of my girls have ever gone so long without seeing me and both are very excited to have me home. Matt too, I know he needs a mum fix. I will also see Paulie ( son #2) and my most grown son, Parrish, for the first time since he left for Taiwan in July 2014-both he and his Taiwanese lady love 

I am so grateful for this splendid and very joyful occasion for bringing us all together. 
I’m not at all sure 5.5 weeks (38 days) will be anywhere near enough to ease my home sickness, but I have a blessed assurance of great things opening up from here and of God doing some wonderful things that only God can do. I feel a season of trials and testings are closing out. I know there  will always be more, as long as I live and breathe, but a distinct new chapter is opening, almost as if it coincides with Rachel’s rite of passage into marriage, bringing a fresh anointing and a new mantle of matriarchy. 

Watch and wonder at what God is about to do!

Post Script

As soon as I landed, I saw a photo from Larrie in a private message, of my EAD Card, which had arrived, whilst I was in the air!

I concluded that God had His reasons for why He wanted us to do things the other way. He always has souls at the heart of His agenda, He is never haphazard, and He is soverign over all things. In the bigger picture, I'm sure, there was a reason for the apparent misconnection. :)

Saturday, February 18, 2017

Rachel's Gift

A Most Beautiful Institution

My gorgeous younger daughter ( I have two) , and fourth child ( I have five), is soon to be married.
Late last year, I was inspired to write her something special as a 26th birthday and pre-wedding gift.
This wasn't to encourage and instruct her alone, but it was also for my own benefit: to put myself into remembrance of the things I need to be mindful of in my own life and walk before the Lord.


"If you want to learn something, teach it to someone else." 

This quote that I have heard echoes the principle in Philemon 1:6, which reads,
and I pray that the sharing of your faith may become effective for the full knowledge of every good thing that is in us for the sake of Christ.



In several place, we read that as we are active in sharing what we have, we grow accordingly. In the same way, what we do not use, we lose hold of, coming to a place of knowing the theory but unable to walk in the experience of it.

So, I wrote for myself, as much as for my daughter, and it is this idea of passing along godly truth, from one generation to the next to be as beautiful an institution as marriage. Although I turned my back on these truths, divorced and wandered terribly, shipwrecking my faith, God restored me and it is by His authority and the expereince of having known both Light and dark that I share the Truth.

In so doing, I hope also, to deter others from making the mistakes I have.

A Change in Genre 

As November's Nanowrimo approached (National Novel Writing Month), I determined to write her a 31 day devotional based upon Proverbs 31:10-31, teaching on how to be a true woman and wife of noble and godly character. I intended to write an entry every day and complete around 30 000 words by the month's end.

However, before I began, the idea of writing a novel, rather than a traditional devotional, and to intertwine the devotional aspect into the stories and mulitple characters and their experiences. With that change, it became apparent I would need to aim for the typical 50 000words expected through Nanowrimo. 

November came and went, and I had about 18 000 words done. I was committed and determined as Rachel's Birthday was Jan 5. I stayed with it, quickly designed a cover and struggled to get it on Createspace. ( Not a problem because of Createspace-just issues between devices, software and devices'countries of origin! lol)

I printed out and bound two copies myself, so she and I could have a copy, and sent it off, not too late for her birthday. I set a goal with my writing group, Shiloh Scribes, to have the formatting fixed and the book uploaded for sale by the beginning of Feb. I had two proof copies sent and it was SOOOO exciting to have those in my hand.

I did fairly well, but distractions and moving around and corrections and so many other things...lol, but it can be bought NOW -yay! 
https://www.createspace.com/6837045?ref=1147694&utm_id=6026

 Being Engaged

My heart longed to be involved in the prepration of the wedding, but being more than 7000 miles ( 11400kms) away, I ached and feared missing out. Writing this work gave me a great sense of spiritual connection with my daughter's life and a beautiful way to become even more engaged in the process emerged.

It turns out, that I will arrive home to Oz ( Australia) on the eve of Feb 25 and will make the bridesmaids dresses  (and a little something for me) for our March 10 wedding day. We conferred over weeks, concerning patterns and measurements and final decisions, compiling a shopping list and coordinating a shopping day with a dear friend, in my stead and now, having acquired all the materials and things needed ( after midnight phone calls as they shopped in real time) Everything is ready, even two sewing machines :) , to undertake this endeavour once I arrive!

An Ongoing Notion.

So, as it turns out, the book finished, but I had only got as far as Proverbs 31:22. Biblical womanhood has been under attack since the beginning, in the Garden, but never more than now. It's important we understand how critical we are to the will and design of God. My own expereince bears testimony to the truth of this.

I was lying in bed this morning, pondering whether there might be a sequel and how it might go.

Pr 14:1 The wise woman builds her house, but with her own hands the foolish ones tears hers down.

I have been both women.
I am grateful to be on the side of the wise once more. I believe this book can help others like me and like my daughter, Rachel.